Please help me smile again.

Hi everybody.. well, wow, where to start.. Today is July 25, 2019 @ 10;40am that i'm writing this.

I know it's been such a very long time since i've posted an update and i'm sorry about that. since then i have admitted to the hospital 3 times for some serious infections in my mouth. I've also been pretty depressed and just feeling like i don't matter anymore in this world, to anybody. my sister use to live and care for me and do everything for me from translating to supporting me to helping me eat but she moved about 4 months ago to be with her boyfriend. she was really the only one who cared for me and helped me with pretty much everything but when i found out that she was leaving, i was devastated because i relied heavily on her and now i don't have anybody and it's scary for me because it's a struggle. a struggle for everything in my life. my mouth was the main problem but i've got so many more and i just feel like giving up. i've been so depressed that i've lost almost all my drive and enthusiasm . all i ever wanted was to get my teeth fixed and get dentures so i could smile but its been so difficult for me. only a select few wonderful people have actually took the time to read into my life and help me and for that, i am grateful for everything they've done for me!! 4 years later and i am in a worse position then i was when i first made this campaign to ask for help. the really only link i have to the outside world is my gofundme. i absolutely hate asking anybody for help because its really hard for me. it's not like i can just ask them. i have to write it down on paper and it's really embarrassing for me.. people don't understand going deaf is really really indeed a traumatic thing, .. i am happy though because from my donations i have been able to get a lot of my teeth pulled. i still have a few left and my last main goal of getting dentures to complete this journey of mine.. . my birthday is coming up soon on August 15. although it will just be another day for me, i fantasize of the day that i could have.. if anybody is reading this right now, i just want to tell you to please take care of yourself and don't make the mistakes that i've made. i don't want you to suffer like i am. one is to many anyways so please, take care of yourself.. finding help is incredibly hard.. . please help me. ~~~{@


Please help me, anyone! I've been struggling since before I even created this campaign 4 years ago!

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My Story

This is a picture of me when I had good teeth and I was able to smile. This was taken in 2009:



Hello, everyone in the world.

My name is Kevin and I am here because I am in desperate need of help to getting my smile back with any help from you! I was diagnosed with Minere's Disease & possibly Ushers Syndrome when I was younger and I didn't fully understand what that would mean when I got older.? After finally understanding the disease that ravaged through my head when I got older, I fell into a deep depression and done things I am not proud of sadly because I had a ticking time bomb that would shut my hearing off.. This disease was going to take my hearing from me and there was nothing I could do about it..but..wait for it to happen... From the actions I've done, it has ruined my teeth and has hurt my life in so many ways I never imagined it would! I never knew how powerful a smile really was.. until I wasn't able to smile anymore! I took it for granted when I could smile! I guess you could say that after I went almost deaf and lost most of my teeth, I became a better person because I realized how important life really is!!  As you'll see in my pictures below (they are a little graphic so I warn you..), it has dramatically ruined my self-esteem or what's left of it to whereas I'm a hermit crab all the time  and I am incredibly scared to even open my mouth in public! I only smile when I'm alone because I don't want people to see me like this.. I'm so ashamed to smile because when I do, the first thing a person see's is my mouth full of rocks! I don't blame anyone but my self but I just wish I was more smarter and made better decisions when I was younger..,

So, I ask you if your reading this right now if you could please make a donation of any sort to me so I can get the work done to my teeth or if your unable to donate to me, then I ask if you can please share my GoFundMe Campaign on any of your social media accounts or anywhere really you think it would help me out the best on the INTERNET!

I'm unable to give anything in return if you do donate to me! I know other campaigns offer things and such but I'm just being honest with you, I just don't have any resources available to me that I can reward you with, should you donate anything to me! I'm really sorry for that. I wish I could! The only thing I can do is give you a nice smile when I finally get the work done! That's my promise to you and everyone reading this!


 This actually took me a lot of courage to post my pictures below.. I'm really scared , sad and ashamed but to be honest, I need to put my self out there if I want to get the help I need!

This is the front of me:



This is a side view of my mouth:

And this is the other side view of my mouth:

And this is the bottom of my mouth:

These next set of pictures are more recent and the decay on the bottom has worsened.

Bottom right of my mouth..
Full bottom of my mouth.. 
bottom side of my mouth.. 
other side of my mouth bottoms.. 
just me smiling.. kinda..


This is my journey now everybody, to smile again! I can't do this by myself. I can only do it with the support from you, the world! Please help me get my smile back!..

Anything that is donated to me is used strictly to get my teeth pulled, office visits, medications, dentures, whatever else the dentists needs that I have not mentioned here and also personal things that I need as well to continue too maintain my life.

Please don't ignore me.. please HELP ME SMILE AGAIN world!! <3 

Thank you all so very much!


With love; 

- Kevin & Emily


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